getting back to square one...
why do i need a new beginning?
2 big reasons:
1) Lost sight of who HE is:
This is by far the scariest to me. I dont know who HE is anymore and what HE means to me and what HE has done for me. Just writing these things doesnt even bring a tear to my eye. (It does though on Sundays at church and sometimes when I'm all alone.) Really scary from where I've been or what I've gone through.
2) Seeing who I am:
The second reason is not too far off from the first. Actually right now, I am the scared about myself. I am terrified. I fall too easily from sin and I dont even try to turn away from it. The two of my biggest stumbling blocks. Lust and Anger.

I'm sorry Jenni for both. I wish I could be a better man of God to you. I'm really sorry for what I did to you before Thanksgiving. Please forgive me.