putting off what I should do...
I just got off the phone with 2 ppl I care about. The first, mending a relationship and trying to move on in the light of where God is bringing not only the 2 of us, but our "old men" group together in HIM. And the second, unfortunately, just like other discussions in relation to our future or to God or some sort of spiritual discussion ends in a dead end. I dont understand how I can be part of each relationship; however, if I have 2 different or more masks, it is possible to live in 2 separate lives, just not being true to one's own self in one or rather not being true to the Creator.

So, which shall I choose is the question?? A life of godliness or a life without.
"He that abides in me, I will abide in me. He that does not, will perish or bear no fruit"
One is very hard to do the either is not. One is uncomfortable, the other is not. For those who might be reading this, please pray for me. I desperately need it right now. Thanks!