its a constant spiritual battle...
even now I feel so pressed and upset. It's funny how Satan sends his demons to urk you at the 'right' times. It's scarier when we dont even recognize that they are at work. As much as Jenni bothers me, and like other times I feel like she can ask so much and take so much of my time and even create and well up anger, frustration, hurt, and other emotions; God I give this burden to you. It's for you to handle. Its for you to take. Help me to forgive and not harbor these feelings in my heart, mind, soul, and strength. It just strips you of your Glory in my life.
I so want to pray for a forgiving heart for Jenni. I so want to pray for reconciliation in our lives. I so want to be able to worship God together without any scars/wounds. One Day. One Day.

So much better is one day in Your courts oh lord than a thousand elsewhere.

Help me to pray for her. Help me to love her as you do. And not just her, but everyone in my life. Make it real Lord. please Lord make it real in my life.