Feeling alone...
It's scary when an extrovert feels alone. It could even be dangerous. Thank God my emotions are in check. But, as they say, "when it rains, it pours"

Actually, I'm a love me extrovert. The "love me" part stems from early childhood to even as early as when I was in my mom's womb. The extrovert (people person) stems from the sense of love within a community. I see God's love or the lack of it in the community which of course affects me one way or the other.

why don't I feel God's love for me?

is it because of the abundant sacrifice HE paid for me, I don't feel I deserve it since I've been so sinful? is it because I'm dependent on feeling God's love through those specific people in my life and if I don't get it, life just sucks. or a combination of the two or something I've missed.