here's a blogsite to check out....
http://sud.blogspot.com/
its spiritually inviting and where I'd like to be with God right now. how did i find it? actually trying to do a search for ray ray's blog page.

chicken pox...
My sister just called me and told me she might have chicken pox. YIKES! Well, there hasn't been a confirmation yet, but red splotches, itchyness all over the body would lead me to believe it is. (since she hasnt had it yet either). Well mei mei, looks like you get to start Christmas Break earlier. =D Also, its contagious, so be careful.

jealousy....
part 1 (at work)
so im really jealous and most likely annoyed at this guy at work. When we were first starting at MS, I helped him out with this prospective client (b/c he didnt know a lot about the industry in general). Anyways he opens the account up for this really nice lady and we were supposed to form a partnership. Well, he ditched me to use a SVP to help him close deals. So the story continues that this old lady's son in law has $1 million in assets to invest now with 3 of his sons with another $300K each. Does he include me at all? Yeah right! Friendships and partnerships dont run too deep in my industry. Its more like cut-throat.
part 2 (at home)
thens theres "shady". why "shady" ? Cause thats what my mei mei, cha, and gracie said about him. I don't really trust him or like him that much ever since the 2 incidents with Jenni. Both really hurt me a lot. Also, it bothers me even more because I lost a lot of trust from Jenni too. Its made me more protective. Well, both have asked forgiveness and as a matter of fact, "shady" has accepted Christ. Which is great news. Even better, Jenni says she would never leave me for "Shady" b/c I am much better looking, less hairy, and I smell better. So, more reassurances now and of course time heals wounds (on occasion).

moving back to chicago...
I'm pretty sure I'll be moved back by May (my lease ends in May). Still a lot to think about. Where to live? Which office to work? Will I go back to CCMC? I'll be far away from Jenni too. Plus, my parents are moving to Shanghai for 3-5 yrs. Yikes!
I think it'll be a little strange for me. Reinserting myself in a community that I thought I felt so comfortable in. I'm different now. They're different now. Things happen. It's too much to think about sometimes, so I'll take it slow.

starting to work out again...
woke up this morning and exercised on the treadmill and the bike. Can't lift anything still from my rib injury. Man, I am totally out of shape. I thought I'd be better since turkey bowl. But, nope, I'm not. Barely ran over a mile and biked for about 20 minutes. Pathetic. I did make up for it at night. Played some basketball. One of my least like sports on my list. It's all good. Made it down and back for a 2 hr full court game with sweats on. Either everyone else is not in shape or I'm not that bad off. I'm guessing the former.