Here's something I got from the DeenMachine...

Firsts

First job: paying job was a waiter @ Szechuan House
First screename: mliang74 (still the same)
First funeral: my small group leader's in college my sophmore year
First pet: Skittles our dog that passed away
First piercing/tattoo: None- but I'd like to get an earring
First true love: true agape love- Jesus
First enemy: hmmmm I don't think I have one
First big trip: when I was 4, my parents and uncle went on a huge road trip across the United States camping at all of the national parks
First concert: playing clarinet in jr high band, otherwise Yo-Yo Ma in Columbus, OH
First musician you remember hearing: some sappy love song my parents listen to as I'm in the backseat of a car.

Lasts

Last car ride: going to work this morning
Last library book checked out: man, I really dont have a clue. I dont visit libraries at all. I would assume something from college for some paper.
Last movie watched: On Mother's Day with Josh Lin, Tina Huang, Jerry Leu, and Ray Lee
watching A League of Extraordinary Gentlemen
Last beverage drank: rasberry ice tea
Last food consumed: Vegetarian #6 sandwich from Jimmy Johns
Last phone call: to my client
Last time showered: this morning @ 7:30am
Last CD played: OIL 2004 missons conference
Last annoyance: client complaining about 27 cents, a bounced check when he closed the account the previous week, and yelling at me for something I didn't even know about and all of this was my first ever meeting with them in person.
Last soda drank: also last night. my combination of sprite, lemonade and ice tea with a slice of lemon.
Last ice cream eaten: on sunday @ 7-11s good humor oreo ice cream bar
Last time scolded: hmmmm. during I-week @ the fraternity house
Last shirt worn: blue-orange ccmc gymball shirt

lots of prayer requests out there...
as I was driving up to BP's house last night for prayer meeting, I realized how hard my heart has been to pray lately. It was actually bothering me the whole day. It just feels that I'm not allowing myself to be sensative to the Spirit. =(

As we started to pray, I couldnt help but be overwhelmed by the need to pray for people, the world, CCMC, and the community around us. Tears started to well up in my eyes. God break my heart to pray and to love others just as you have loved us.

I've decided to do our last Friday night bible study for the semester on John 15.

calling/submission...
so we did a study on Eph 5:22- 6:9. about wives and husbands. children and parents. and slaves and masters. I notice the importance of the roles I live in. I notice the necessity of healthy relationships in each scenario. I notice the "agape" love needed. I notice the automatic submission required b/c of what has been already given me.

there are things I need to work on.
such as being a spiritual leader in a relationship
loving my significant other like Christ loves the church
working diligently, when no one is lkg, esp when the boss is not around. doing it with a cheerful heart. whole heartedly.

its hard to keep posting on 2 sites...
I noticed I'm slacking on updating this blog. =(
However, blogger seems to have changed its format to keep up with xanga.

Well, here are some recent updates.
I set 2 deadlines for myself:
1) End of July- to decide on taking some seminary classes
2) End of the year- to decide if full-time ministry is really where God is calling me

fears/reservations/worries
1) Finances
2) Future wife???

one last thing...
decided to fast on something so difficult for me to do. Calling Jenni. why is she so hard to get out of my mind?